Thank you, that is what I was looking for, I knew something was wrong with my sound but I didn't know what to call it, so I couldn't look it up. You're the best.
Oh and yeah those are just how I talk, I've always had kind of a gnaaaack uggggh uhhh kind of voice. I've been intensifying those sounds because I listen to Neutral Milk Hotel and punk in general, but I'd really rather sound pretty.