It wasn't until I went to have my shower that I figured out what you were talking about,lol. You mean the first video I posted in October? On page one? My initial post? Cause what else do you mean "physically sad"? that caught me off guard as strange when you can't see me in the videos I posted yesterday.
As for looking sad there, my answer is the same actually. I felt good. Either you are not familiar with my type of face(some ppl have said in the past my eyes look angry, lol), or you're forgetting the fact that I mentioned I was coming off of a bad place anyway. I had a breakdown over the summer. So, its a miracle and to be commended that I had the courage to do what you see there. And to the extent and the energy I managed to have at the time. That said, I felt good and not sad at all, so I'm still confused as to why you'd think I came off as sad. But, you're allowed your opinion. I just have no idea what I could have done differently to not come off as sad to you, that's all.
If you haven't seen my Katy Perry/Miley Cyrus videos, please give them a listen and give me your feedback. That's what we're actually discussing right now, and I'd appreciate your opinion. Thanks.