Bernyberns

Ok I've had pillars for little over a month..I have read the book and watched all the lectures..I rewatch whatever video I'm about to train before I do. Like I would watch the Q&R video then I train it. I always start off with my resonant tracking..I spend about 30 minutes buzzing...then i do some track and release. After that I dive right into Q&R. I enjoy that workout a lot actually.. I think it comes a little easy for me because of the training I was doing with KTVA. It's learning when to lighten the mass is where I fall short. As I figured and Rob said I'm grinding to much. 
While training I slowly become aware of this when my voice fatigues. I struggle with it a lot. I feel I lose all control when I don't "grind" I wish I had the money for Skype lessons cause I would be skyping them all day lol. I absolutely love music and love to sing.
I mainly been doing Q&R..some D&R..I recently started practiceing messa di voce. I enjoy that workout also. W&R is pretty challenging because I feel I waste my support and it craps out. I completely understand what it does and I actually use it in my songs. A lot for I's and h words. Thank you all very much for chiming in. I really appreciate it
 

Thanks Rob. I will try more W&R onsets. I also watched the video you posted.  Right off the assembly line I'm going to make sure im in a light mass.

Thanks for the replies. I know learning to sing takes time. I got the patience and dedication for it. I just want any and all the feedback I can get. I'm hoping many others would lend their feedback and guidance.

Hello everyone. I'm not all that good at introductions but I been singing for a while without any type of training other then mimicing my influences until i ran across KTVA. i started to train ken's method for about 2 years. my voice grew but i couldn't bridge  my voices to save my life. i always had Mr. Lunte's program in mind but money and determination to breakthrough with KTVA kept me from purchasing it. I finally picked up pillars and so far i love it..Mr. Lunte is great and easy to connect with. i was emailing him for a while until he advised i post on the forum so everyone else can chime in. 
bridging is still an issue for me. when it comes to resonant tracking i feel i get the buzzing and if i try to keep it thru my break my voice just craps out.. if i lighten it i can get thru but i lose a lot of buzz. i have some samples of me doing octave sirens. i recorded these today. i got all the way up to f4. after that i felt like i was pushing so i stopped. I'm willing to bet I'm carrying to much weight up.
http://picosong.com/uz3J/  I'm going to have to set up a sound cloud account..but i used this for now

Hello everyone. I'm not all that good at introductions but I been singing for a while without any type of training other then mimicing my influences until i ran across KTVA. i started to train ken's method for about 2 years. my voice grew but i couldn't bridge  my voices to save my life. i always had Mr. Lunte's program in mind but money and determination to breakthrough with KTVA kept me from purchasing it. I finally picked up pillars and so far i love it..Mr. Lunte is great and easy to connect with. i was emailing him for a while until he advised i post on the forum so everyone else can chime in. 
bridging is still an issue for me. when it comes to resonant tracking i feel i get the buzzing and if i try to keep it thru my break my voice just craps out.. if i lighten it i can get thru but i lose a lot of buzz. i have some samples of me doing octave sirens. i recorded these today. i got all the way up to f4. after that i felt like i was pushing so i stopped. I'm willing to bet I'm carrying to much weight up.
http://picosong.com/uz3J/  I'm going to have to set up a sound cloud account..but i used this for now

Thanks for the replies. I know learning to sing takes time. I got the patience and dedication for it. I just want any and all the feedback I can get. I'm hoping many others would lend their feedback and guidance.